Oh, man. Now [Beverly Beach Volunteer Services Lead] has gotten back to me.

I do not know what to do.

I don't think I'm allowed to go home.

If I stay, I may never see my mom again.

She tells me to stay. I need to think about it.

Is the position in September available to me if I change my mind?

I understand if it's not. I really need to think about this.

I feel so torn.

I'm sorry I'm even troubling you with this.

I get that you have very clear boundaries.

I don't know how to separate my volunteer work from my personal life - they are the same things to me.